Special post for my special one. So that it will forever stay in this world. Even I will no longer here.
After two years for not opening my blog where a lot have happened to me in these past two years. Here I am posting something special - for my one and only sister.
I am sad. Totally sad. I felt like I am loosing you. I know I’m not. But the fact that I have to share you with someone else make me sad.
You know how close we are. Even we are 2 years apart but you are like my twins. When you are hurting, I can feel it. When you are sad, I am too. And you too will feel the same.
I used to call you when I suddenly woke up at 2 am asking you to comfort me and teman I tidur. I used to ask you to belanja I anything even I tak suruh pun you still belanja I. I used to ajak u teman I pergi mana2. We used to go holiday for shopping sampai mana2 jelah. I used to ask you in whatever decision I have to make, even the smallest things macam patut ke makan bubur mcd ke ayam kfc. You always be there for me. No matter what, where and when.
We share everything. Every single things and secrets. I know that since I was 16, we never have much time since we are not live in a roof anymore. I mean like we jarang dapat spent time for months together. And then comes this pandemic, where I have to wfh and you still working in batu pahat. You know the hikmah behind pandemic, I got 3 months to be very2 close (near) to you every single day!!! Beyond blessed to spend so much time before you become Puan. Nampaknya plan Kita nak stay sama2 kat JB tak tercapai. You akan pindah KL ikut suami. I thought that we can stay together :(
When we were kids every baju Mak mesti beli sama like a twins. So do our haircut. Hehe. I used to get jealous of your brain and how lucky are you. How my parents used to be proud of you when you got enter into pharmacy field. I am sorry for being an ignorant adik that time. I should be proud of you too, yaa I’m just not matured enough I think that time hehe. As the time goes by, I know that I’m super proud of you for successfully have yr brand partners pharmacy.
Remember when we were kids, when I’m entering standard 1 and you were in standard 3. You used to teman I masuk class every pagi and teman I until my first period. You even skip you first period for me cause I’m super scared that time. You used to teman me during recess. Even when we were in high school you used to teman I daftar class. Even when I am in my boarding school, I’m so manja to do my own Biology homework (sbb I tahu you pandai bio) Even when I am in my university, you help a lot in my assignment even our course are not even related at all.
So many things I nak tulis. So many. Not even words can describe what ever happen in my 25 years with you. I am sad but at the same time I am really happy for you. Finally you found someone yang I can said really sesuai dengan you.
Dijah, thank you untuk jadi kakak yang baik utk aisyah. Aisyah mintak maaf of all my wrongdoings. Halalkan semua nya. Aisyah harap as of 12 June 2020, our relationship will remain the same. I know it will be different sebab you are now someone’s wife. You have your own responsibility. But can I just hope that you will layan I sama macam dulu? Nothing change please!!!
Aisyah harap kau boleh jadi Isteri yang solehah dan baik untuk Syafiq. Syafiq jaga kakak Aisyah baik2. She is my only twin sister I have. I love you Dijah. I am dearly missed you. Congratulations on your wedding!
Lots of Love,
You beautiful and manja Adik! Love you kakak ❤️
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